You!

I wanna cry my heart out,
But,what can I do?
My heart's turned traitor..
It's too full of you!

I wanna steal away,
Into the guarding dark,
But,the only place I feel safe..
Is wrapped up in your arms!

I wanna slash my wrists,
And let the pain flow free,
But,no matter what I do..
My blood would gush for you!

I wanna get outta your control,
But,If I do that,
There'd only be a body..
Bereft of a soul!

*Do you really want this,
You and me together?
'Cause love comes first..
Then comes forever!*

From the mind of..a love rejected.

I see you there,
Without a care.
Laughing out loud,
Amongst the crowd.
That I'm not part of,
And can never be,
'Cause you're not with me.
I see 'him' too,
Whom you love true.
My attempts to have
You by my side,
Were all in vain.
Like commanding back tide.
Not only failed..but also lost,
Precious friendship that has no cost.
And I want to..
Stop thinking about you.
But,it's so hard!
My mind is marred.
By images of your face,
Thru' nights and days.
Memories stuck in my heart,
Like a poisoned arrow,
Tipped with venomous sorrow.
Yet,amidst all this pain,
Lingering hope remains,
That together we'll be again..
If not as lovers,
Atleast,as friends.
Ofcourse it's all a silly dream..
My pride,I must redeem!
But time tends to change everything.
Who knows what the future brings!
Destiny unfolds and a story pens,
Lady luck,chances lends.
For now,I'm content,at stars to simply stare,
Twinkling brightly in heavens lair.